Haiz...i dunno how to say about my particular feeling right now...
It's faith?
I hope god can appreciate my hard work but still i fail it...
I did my best for my jury but how?
I get?
Just a word can say "phailed"
I fail it...seriously my mood is so badly after I got result...
All the subject are ok...but my jury is killing me?!
I need to retake it for 1semester for that subject?
FML 1 subject for 4month?
I couldn't accept it...
I try comfort myself but still it fcking me almost everyday...
I cant stop thinking about it...it make me feel super emo...
I just can watch all my friends continue their degree study...
and i just alone and stay for foundation...
Why should this things playing at me so hard...I wonder why...
Screw it...
Everyday like sunday as i could say right now, doing nothing at all...I am too free to do so ><''
wonder why I become like this...So cham ah!!
I cant tell cant tell anybody...
If I telling they also cant change the situation or anything...
They just can comfort my feeling a bit better...
Ya,now I getting a bit more accept my situation...
Avoiding cant change my situation...I had to more optimistic
Stopping "EMO''